j * m e

[I left a bag of memories]

...lying on the floor...

Aunty Ruth's sister came today. She brought this MGS bear. It's so cute. Too bad I don't have my uniform anymore and I don't have pics of me in my uniform either. Dayum~ It's even got the under pinafold thingamajig. How crazy is that.

[Under the Tracks - Coldplay]

There is a place it has a face and he was walking out the door
His mother said she was ashamed cause he had no place to go
He was afraid and I was fine he wanted peace of mind

3 times turn and you're gone and you're gone
You are free you are free its a long way home and what have we done
Was it wrong was it wrong was it me can't you see it's a long way home

There is a snake he will awake and he will get you off the floor
You'll start to shake your friends will sweat, you are high you will forget
She is afraid cause you are dying but you have got your peace of mind

3 times turn and you're gone and you're gone
You are free you are free it's a long way home and what have we done
Was it wrong was it wrong was it me can't you see it's a long way home

And I won't make your dreams come true it's on you got to change your lonely ways to make it through

You found a place in outerspace and you don't hurt anymore
Your loving hand has slipped away and there is nothing left to say
And we were born of yellow sand there is no plan there is no end

3 times turn and you're gone and you're gone
You are free you are free it's a long way home and all night long I was wrong I was wrong it was me can't you see it's a long way home

It took a million lives to see her smile don't touch it's too much to break it and she'll send you home
Afraid of love afraid you might get hurt don't give up don't get stuck turn it right before you can go back.

[I can see clearly now]

...the rain is gone...

Drew this yesterday on Corel. I didn't wanna ruin it with the other brushes until I got used to it all lol. I think it looks better as a skeleton.

The sun finally came out today. I was on webcam with Diane and the sun was just so bright that she disappeared. lol. Don't give in to the light! We went for a walk. I was gonna bring Pepper for a walk with Diane but my mom and sis came so they walked Pepper for a while. I went to Diane's then we walked to Erma. Can't wait for New Year's. We're gonna chill at Krissy's and count down [And Diane we're gonna watch Star Wars from 8 to 12. >8D]

[If only...]

Lol Hoge just gave me this link. Imagine playing badminton like that

Just got back from Diane's. She, Dustin and I were making sugar cookies! Lmao yea Dustin was baking cookies. They weren't bad at all. So much sugar tho.. I feel sick now. XD Dustin has this cut on his hand and he was saying there was puss coming out of it last night. Yea too much info.. Diane was like.. Ew don't touch the cookie dough with your pussy hands. Ah man.. priceless

-12:52am-

I drew a tree! lol.. Hey it don't look so bad eh =)... All done on the computer and it looks as if I drew it with a pencil and paper. Yea the words are kinda blurry though.

[Chrismukkah]

It's kinda late now to be blogging. But I can't sleep. I'm WIDE awake. Christmas turned out good. I was not excited at all for some reason. It felt so normal... there was no.. Christmassy feeling in the air or anything. But it was good.. We had Aunty Kheng Lee and family... The Kohs... And Uncle SH and family. The Chan's weren't feeling too great tho. They've all got the flu. Eee~ I'm still not sick. THANK GOD. Better not speak too soon =P

So yea.. My mom and Joey were busy preparing food. And on Friday my dad had the table all set up already. He even made Menus. I swear.. our dining room looked like it was a restaurant or something. Candles.. Place mats.. Plate, soup bowl, serviette... spoon.. soup spoon.. lmao. no.. But it was very organized and it was as if we were serving royalty. DY even had a meal of his own. Two bottles of Gerber baby food man... main course AND dessert! O yea we even had name tags. Started with "appetizer".. soup.. Followed by everything else..lol.. then dessert [self served]. Fruit tarlets mahn.. good stuff. We watched Beauty Shop and then played Taboo.

Santa visited us like.. sooooo many times this year or something. I don't know how many presents were from "Santa". Well my stocking stuffers were pretty cool. The usual.. Pringles.. Sour Cream N' Onion.. The only way to go. And kinder suprise. Other stuff like.. body mist.. lmao whiteout. Hey I AM running out. Moka Frapp too man. Yea.. I got a buncha clothes. PJs.. Vest.. Jacket.. Toque which apparently has the Ferrari Logo on it and I didn't know that until David msged me about it. Then I talked to Joel after and he commented on it. Lmao I'm the wrong person to own a toque with the Ferrari logo on it. Hey it says Fila on the back! Well I love it. It's orange! =P. Oo oo oo and I have a converse bag. Saaahweeet~ Yea.. I think the best present is probably the tablet my mom and dad got me and Joey. It's pretty sweet. I can draw on the computer now. =D

We went over to Aunty... Ivy's house? Uncle Roy's house.. And we had another turkey dinner with them. Man... o man.. o man.. Joash and Serafina have like.. SOOOO much energy. I swear.. all night.. They're so cute and adorable.. But omg.. endless screaming, jumping.. shouting, laughing. Ahhh @_@. Joash comes up to me and goes, "Will you marry me".. He's only 5 year old and he thinks of something like that? Lol well I told him to go ask Jill and Jill was on the phone. So she tells him to ask her mom and he does. XD Aunty June asks him to give her a present then he can marry Jill. XD So he goes to the Christmas tree and brings his biggest present and offers it to her. Ah man...Yea, I'll post some pictures tmr. Time for bed now

MERRY CHRISMUKKAH [And I guess for all those who haven't seen the OC, Seth made up Chrismukkah which is Christmas and Hanukkah put together since his mom celebrates Christmas and his dad celebrates Hanukkah.. and I thought it was cool so.. Chrismukkah it is]

[Falling away with you - Muse]

I can't remember when it was good
moments of happiness elude
maybe I just misunderstood

all of the love we left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find

so I'll love whatever you become
and forget the reckless things we've done
I think our lives have just begun
I think our lives have just begun

and I'll feel my world crumbling,
I feel my life crumbling
I feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away,
falling away with you

staying awake to chase a dream
tasting the air you're breathing in
I hope I won't forgot a thing

promise to hold you close and pray
watching the fantasies decay
nothing will ever stay the same

and all of the love we threw away
and all of the hopes we've cherished fade
making the same mistakes again
making the same mistakes again

I can feel my world crumbling,
I can feel my life crumbling
I can feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away,
falling away with you

all of the love we left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find
memories I will never find

[Let's fade together. Let's fade forever]

After 3 straight days of staying at home, I finally made it out of solitude. Lmao.. Yea, I vacuumed the entire upstairs this morning and my mom gave me 4 bucks for it. Well, that covered my Mocha Frapp. =P Mmmm. Went out to Guildford with Diane, Krissy and we met Dustin there. He got a new board. Said it came up to a total of about 550? Something like that. The snow on Cypress is melting!! We went from 160 I think to 115 to 95! Well Corey said the weathers gonna change next week. So hopefully we'll get some snow. It was pretty warm out. We were walking out in the rain and... it was a comfortable temperature.

So yea.. went to Guildford. Diane still needed to get a present. We walked.. and walked... and walked.. and walked somemore. Then we went to London Drugs coz Dustin wanted to get those Sobe energy drinks. Apparently you're not supposed to drink more than 500ml a day and Dustin wanted to drink 3 cans to see what would happen. We went to Starbucks and he let me try some of it. It takes like.... I don't even know how to explain the taste. It was fizzy.. sour-ish.. Well he chugged 2 of those cans. Then he got all fidgety. Lmao.. I told him it was all in his head. We were in hallmark picking up a present and there was this TY.. a duck named Puddles. It was sooo cute. Lmao.. Dustin was holding it and Diane kept trying to get it but he was like "You're scaring Puddles!"..XD

Well yea that was my day. We saw a buncha people.. Sandra.. Alice apparently.. Brian and his friend.. and.. the other Alice.. Michelle... And I don't remember who else.

[If you leave - Nada Surf (OMD)]

If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
We always had time on our sides
Now it's fading fast
Every second every moment
We've gotta make it last

I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd still be friends someday

If you leave, I won't cry
I won't waste a single day
But if you leave, don't look back
I'll be running the other way
Seven years went under the bridge
Like time was standing still
Heaven knows what happens now
You've gotta say you will

I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again someday

day, day, day

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again someday

(ha, ha, ha, ha, ha)

If you leave
if you leave
Don't look back
Don't look back

[Look a coyote!!]

5 am.. that's like.. suicide.. My eyes were burning this morning!! Well I went to Sim's then went to pick Amy and Kismat's friend up. Aww she's so cute. Katrina.. I don't know what it is. She's soooo annoying.. but at the same time.. she's so adorable. It was a long drive there.. Like.. half an hour in, I was feeling nauseous. So we stopped by Timmy's to get food. Mmm egg salad. Man I felt so much better after that.

We watched Simran's hockey game. I've never ever seen a hockey game live before. Pretty exciting. Makes me wanna play. XD.. So yea.. that was cool. Surrey won 3-1.. Lol.. they had some problems with the scoreboard and it was 12-0 for Surrey. I have a picture of that. GO BREAKERS?

Lmao.. so when we finally get to Whistler.. grab our stuff.. everything. I stand there and I'm like.. Ok.. I forgot something.. I know it.. We start walking.. then Amy's like.. Jme.. where's your board. Darnit! Lol.. Well luckily Simran's dad was still there so. XD Sim sees a stray dog and immediately she goes "OMG is that a Coyote?!".. Lmao.. we've all been deprived of sleep. Yea.. we signed up.. got our passes.. rentals..everything. and FINALLY got up there. We had a guide with us coz Sim, Kismat and Katrina needed lessons. She just let me and Amy go up the lift since we didn't need lessons. Omg. we were going up and we saw this smooth part that hasn't been touched at all. So we were like.. ok we're going there. Ohhhh no.. baaaad idea.. It was soooo icy.. and then we hit some ice blocks. Not cool. lol.. We were up and down maybe 5-6 times. I guess that's pretty good.

Well there's Sim tryng o-so-hard XP

Well yea.. it was awesome. I feel like I ate so much today. Egg salad.. Samosas... Pizza.. gawd.. I'm still hungry now. =P.. Imma be so sore tmr! I pick up a newsletter on snowboarding and Sim goes Hey what is that *points to a picture of people snowboarding*. Lmao.. um.. Sim.. we just did that.. Maybe we were at too high an altitude.. On the way back.. I forget what we were talking about. .Russel Peters or something.. Outta da blue Amy says she can flex her chin muscles. XD.. Completely random.. Simran was talking about bollywood movies and then she mentions terrorism and looks as if she's pointing out the window. "That's where the terrorism is". Both me and Amy look out the window and we're like.. where? And we pass this christmas tree all decorated. XD..

[Reminisce]

Pictures from Diane's Birthday and Cwismukkah are up!

[.. Away in the manger? What on earth is that?!]

Ah man.. My stomach was all.. filled with butterflys all morning. I went for the pancake breakfast at 7:30. Lol my alarm rang for 7.. I put it on snooze.. then it rang again at 7:18 and I was like.. SHOOT.. Well.. I got out the house at 7:30.. 12 minutes.. You gotta say that's impressive. lol. Pancakes were.. alright.. Jeremy and Brad already had the camera and all that. So that's good. I chilled with Krissy and Jen. Aww Krissy got me a scarf and it's so soft and cool. =) Thx Kwissy~

Since our test was cancelled.. hehehe.. Helen and I were cruisin' through radio stations to get our ADs down. Then Mr Nguyen came by and gave me a chocolate dollar =P. One of my headphones are broken =(.. Well that's 2 sets of headphones I've broken in my lifetime.

Me and Sylv in English

English... heh.. I just wanted to get my presentation over with. It wasn't that hard a thing.. But man.. everything just went calm after I got it over with. So that's pretty much what we did all block.. listened to presentations and the last 15 minutes, Koch put on.. erm.. music.. and we were "partying". Brandon asked if we were going boarding. But unfortunately we can't Saturday.. My dad said weekdays would prob be better..

Lunch was only 20 minutes. I'm guessing not everyone knew that. They really need to make announcements better. Nowadays they play cheesy music and students make the announcements and they end with cheesy music. And everything else is on the school monitors. Not everyone showed up for ES.. Alanna and Corey were late so.. Milross had a quickie quiz. Alanna kept knocking on the door and Milross was like.. YOU'RE Late!!! XD And they're arguing at the door. Then he's like, should we let them in? And everyone's like.. noooooo. I'm sitting there.. and Milross looks straight at me.. and he yells back at Alanna, even JAMIE says no!!!! I mean, when JAMIE says no, it means no...Lmao..I'm like.. mmhmm.. XP.. man.. On the board.. he writes

" Quiz "
#1 Spell.... "Q-U-I-Z"
#2 Point to where the sun is shining
#3 Solve this puzzle *draws a candy cane* = CANDY __ANE
#4 *picture of a pie* + Tree -IE -TR = __________
#5 a) square b) square c) square d) circle One of these does not belong...which one?

Ahh.. XD Everyone wasn't sure where the sun was shining... or what exactly the question was asking. Then Milross was like.. You guys?!? The sun shines everywhere! I mean.. all of you are right.. But.. you guys are actually cheating off each other on this one! We did a worksheet then played Christmas Pictionary. XP.. Fun.. lmao.. It was girls vs guys.. And one person from each group goes up to see the word Milross has on his sheet. XD I think Cait or Colin called out the word so loud and Milross was like - - ".. You guys?! You don't call out the word so loud. JINGLE BELLS!! OMG IT'S JINGLE BELLS.. O boy.

Milross, thinking of another word coz someone blew it. XD

Muahaha! >8D I finished my jacket. Krishnan showed me how to do the buttons.. explained everything to me.. I got it.. sewed... sewd.. [?] it, handed it in... but then I forgot to serge the sleeves.. so I had to do that. But still got it in on time. She marked it for me.. and yesss.. I'm done! Next project.. my scarf. =) This time I'll get it done ;P...

Lily and Diane came over after school and we chilled. Diane's getting her L tmr.. Dayum.. I should really get that over with. Before they start changing the rules. Well..she wanted me to go with her. Don't think that's happening. We watched Herbie fully loaded?.. It's fully loaded... right? Yea we watched Herbie lol. Guess it was pretty good. Some parts are kinda cheesy and all with the music. There was one part where the car was getting run down by all these other ones. Aww that was so sad =(

Ah.. I'm so glad break is here. Time's going by so fast. Dayum... This break.. it's gonna be.. badminton badminton badminton badminton.. boarding boarding boarding.. and more badminton. Muahaha!

[Someday....]

Ahhhh.. I spent so much time working on my english project last night. O god.. I had paper all over my desk. We're supposed to do reponses to 4 different poems and after each one I completed and printed out, I'd get side tracted.. and then lose track of all the criteria sheets we had to follow. >

Mmm. Badminton wasn't that great at lunch. Rallied with Lily for a bit. Then Sylvia came and we played a game against Willy and Peter. Willy was being stupid.. so.. wasn't too great. Sylv had to leave too.. so.. then I didn't really feel like playing.

I'm ALMOST done my jacket. Dayum.. I thought I finished it already. But nuuuuooOOOooo... I finish sewing 4 buttons in like 20 minutes and when I show it to her, she says it's wrong. Darg... well.. I have tmr.. last day.. I'll prob be able to finish it. Muahaha. I prob won't ever wear it. XD

Hmm... The Guildford Tournament was cancelled.. too few people signing up. O well.. Next time I guess.. That means I don't have to worry about being sore on Sunday if we go boarding on Saturday. Tee hee

[FHN presents...]

Mmm.. Averil collected enough cans and money afterall. I still don't like the idea that she made us bring in that much. Well.. our test on Friday is cancelled and everyone gets 100%. Guess that's good.

=( Badminton was cancelled for wheelchair soccer. I was in the gym at lunch filming it.. even though... they took almost all of lunch just preparing and getting the boards onto the wheelchairs. Twas pretty cool. There were only 4 people and they push this huge soccer ball around the gym and this guy can actually.. dribble with the wheelchair. Pretty spiffy. Yea so that was my lunch.

In Earthscience, we went around finding the amount of humidity in the class, the garage and outside. That was interesting. Lmao.. Milross was explaining the lab to us. And it's basically.. 2 thermometers taped to a board, one wet-bulb, one dry. And he was saying not to flick or shake the board too hard.... but.. waft it. XD Ah man.. then he vigorously shook the board and he's like "Don't... do this.. humidityhumidityhumidity!!!" XD.. I guess you'd have to be there. We were doing the lab write up in second block while watching Max X and Joel was going through my pencil case. He set everything up as if it were an airport and he slipped the ruler under the pen cap and .. well that was the plane. XD It was like... lego all over again. He was soooooo amused by it. Then he grabbed my pencil and snapped the leads.. I was like O_O JOEL WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! And he goes.. those are the people. Heh.. yea.. Conner was watching him too XD.. Then "the plane crashed" and "caught on fire"... he quickly grabs one orange stickie tab and sticks it on the end of the "plane". O god.. Andrew was like.. I woulda never thought of that so quick.

Lily and I stayed back aftet school today to edit the FIRST issue of FHN. Well.. we finished it!! Or rather.. Lily finished it and I helped by watching and talking to her lmao. We have.. Welcome back week, the Terry Fox run, Remembrance day, 3 on 3 basketball, the dance [Solstice], the play [Burden... something], Christmas concert... and.. yea.. I think that's it. About 13 minutes.. so that's pretty good. Yea.. Mr Nguyen gave me a ride home and here I am.. Gulp.. I have english to work on =(

[Today's homework...... watch TV..... joy..]

I learned something today. Our atmosphere ends only 16 kilometres up. Everyone guessed so much more. But nope.. it's that little. Lol.. Milross was talking then Alana would cut in and ask a question. And her "nevermind or forget it"... is like.. "just kidding". Odd.. but somehow funny. I never knew there were so many spheres. Atmosphere.. Biosphere.. Lithosphere.. Asthenosphere..Oceanosphere? Well there was one that had to do with water. Stratosphere.. Toposphere.. Mesosphere.. Thermosphere... O god..

I found some MG pics in my mom's computer. Man.. brings back so many memories. I don't even remember these pictures being taken.

[...bonne pour la sante...]

Dustin came by at 2 ish and we biked over to Amy's. Aww so sweet he biked all the way here and all the way back up there. Kat and Sim were there already. They were filming for their french project. XD That was hilarious. Prob doing the health/foods unit or something. They had to promote healthy eating and exercising and all. Lmao.. Special thanks to Kat, our hand model, Dustin, aka the dude that holds that snapper thing before each segment, and both me and Kat for filming. Ah good times~ XD Kat's mom called and she was talking really loudly as she walked down the corridor. Then she kept calling my name.. Jamie.. Jamie... Jamie! JAMIE.. JAMIE! And I was like.. Is she.. calling me? Yea then I realized she wasn't talking to me. So we chilled at Amy's then everyone else went to Moxies and Sim gave me a ride home. Omg the ground outside was frozen. Guess it was a good thing I didn't bike home. Woulda slipped.

[When I grow up.........]

I spent the WHOLE day downstairs today. Can you believe that. I didn't stay in my room AT ALL. Well that's new. I got up... went on the computer.. looked at old photos which I never knew existed, then looked for sewing patterns which I couldn't exactly find so I gave up.. then played some guitar and by then it was already around 4ish. So I met Corey at Erma and he taught me how to unicycle. It's interesting... balancing on one wheel. First he got me to hold on to the handrail. Then we went down to the gate so it's less of a grip and a longer path. I actually managed to go a couple revolutions without holding anything! =D! Now I gotta learn how to juggle and I can be a clown. =P

Kaff's coming tmr!..Ok.. Katherine's coming tmr.. I gave her a nickname.. Kaffwine.. we go Rugrats style.. haha. Well hopefully I'll get to see her tmr.

[Diane...Diane?... DIANE!!]

Went into Marketing today and I thought I was gonna fail my test.. But... Averil was like.. Open book. Muahahaha.. .. I still don't think I did that well.

We got these new poetry books in English and one of the poems was "The Freshly Cut Grass - comes in on the children's shoes. The house is laughing." Sylvia and I were like.. Ok.. I can be a poet... The chair..... is on the ground..... It.. uh.... sits..

Hmm we went to some portfolio meeting.. but then Mr Nguyen wasn't there. But Jeremy was in there working on the FHN video. lol again.. He's so into it.. I guess at least we have one person who's really up for this. Thankfully. No one else has replied my email.

Mm what else.. O yea.. Dustin tried to kill himself again today. He slid down the handrail where we hang out after school. And that's quite a long way down. Almost killed himself when he did it a second time. Then Tyler wanted to show him up.. Lol cept.. He couldn't. XD

Then... then.. came home.. went to Jimmy's .. chilled for a bit.. Then went to the library and got some fashion books on figure drawing. And now I'm on the phone with Diane. Or hmm.. I just got off the phone with Diane XP.. I phoned her at 10 ish.. then had to take a shower.. So I phoned her back again at 11:30..Talked for a bit. Then omg.. she stops talking. And I was kinda talking to myself and she was silent. So I figured she was just resting.. but listening. But she didn't say anything. So I was like.. ok she fell asleep. Then the breathing got louder and I was like.. Diane...... Diane?...... DIANE!. Well I found out that Diane's a very deep sleeper. So I tried putting my music to the speaker.. but.. nope.. didn't work.. Then I screamed.. or.. "screamed".. but she didn't hear me. So I hung up.. She came online a little while after and yea. haha she fell asleep. Wow.. never had someone fall asleep on me before.. Am I that boring? Lmao. XD

So that was my day....

[She said I need you to hold me....]

Badminton wasn't that great today. Played with Clarence, David and Wanta.. Peter at first.. then hmm.. Sylvia came.. and it was Clarence, David, Me, Sylv. Meh.. so so.. Cept for my last shot tho. =) It was like.. me and Clarence.. net shots back and forth.. then he freaked and the bird when up and BAM. =P.

=( I'm stuck on my jacket. The sleeves look oogly. Krishnan's gonna help me with it tmr. Hopefully her other way will work. It better!! She was too busy today.. so .. I got some scraps and quilted lol. She's making a bra XD.. and she dyed it in blue kool-aid. It's actually pretty dark..kool-aid.

Just Feel Better - Santana [Feat Steven Tyler]

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
It goes I never went before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's a one before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!

Yeah
[Guitar solo]

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

[Been far away for far too long]

I stepped into Marketing this morning and....O_O"... The whole room had.. Hmm them christmassy like streamers all over the ceiling.. Like.. whoa... The walls were pinned with christmas lights too. I know Averil enjoys to decorate and stuff but like.. Whoa.. too much? Maybe if it were put up nicely. The streamers were just everywhere and she got Jeff to put more up. It looks so messy. For the food drive, our class is collecting food items and stuff. And Averil keeps saying we can either bring in 15 items or 15 bucks. That's just too much. Yea sure we wanna help.. but it's like, if everyone brings 15, we get an open book test next Friday. If we each bring 20, we don't have a test. That's so unfair. Haha I should be the only person who just doesn't bring anything in.

Played badminton at lunch. Rallied with Diane, Lily and Sylvia. T'was so so.. Nguyen wanted me to practice with Jensen. Eee.. We played against Adam and Andy. Guess it was ok.. Brandon was watching us.. It's like.. serve hit Jensen smashes.. point.. lol... 15-6 I think. Coulda been better I think. Haven't been playing with him so it's like he's got a whole other plan.

We had a sub in ES yesterday... Mr Crewe.. So Joel asked if the E at the end had an accent and the sub was like.. you pronounce it the british way.. Yno what a female sheep is.. And the class goes silent.. I'm like..Ewe? Lmao.. hey.. I AM right. XD Joel was like.. and that came outta JAMIE'S mouth. Well I thought that sub was nice. But.. he gave us a bad report. So we couldn't go to the play today. Ah well.. We played Jeopardy instead. Lol I get so nervous! I knew only 2 answers..But then everyone else stood up faster. >

I'm taking over FHN.. Finally.. Went to the career office to pick up a form for this volunteering thing at a ranch helping disabled people ride horses. Think that'll be pretty cool. Either that, or I'll prob try Guildford Rec.

[knock knock]

So I'm sitting here... working on my science project. We're supposed to write a story about what happened after "The Big One" hit. Yea.. huge earthquake. The Christmas Concert is on tonight, so I'll probably drop by that.

Came home from school.. sat down to watch TV.. then the doorbell rings. And it's so odd that someone would come at that time. So I answered the intercom. "Hello?" "Hey... guess who"... Both me and my mom are like "Um.. who?" lol.. Turned out it was Brandon. His parents never came to pick him up. Aww. Yea so he came over.. used the phone and I was making him a grilled cheese sandwich but then his grandfather came. So o well lol.. My dad had it.

Lmao.. Pepper's being so cute right now. My mom's on the phone and he runs to his mat and sits there. Then he charges at her and jumps at her hand to bug her. XD Ahh he's so cute. Now he's sitting on the mat staring at her. Well guess it's time to finish my work.

-10:48pm-
So the concert wasn't bad. The grasde 8s this year are so much better than before. WAY better. Probably better than the intermediate and senior bands. Hogen was there [thx hoge =)] and so was David. We were standing at the back by the stairs watching. We weren't even talking loud or anything and this lady she turns around and bitches at us. Like.. whoa man.. calm down.. Not long after this other lady turned around and gave us this dirty look. I mean.. the air in there was bad or something? We were STANDING there. And comments weren't shouted across the room or anything... come to think about it.. we weren't even commenting on the the performance. I walked over to David and Wanta and we were talking for a bit. Then Horn comes by and pushes us all away and tells us to move. So we're standing behind talking.. taking some pictures.. and Horn comes and yells at us.. mainly at Hogen for some reason. He tells us not to be rude and comment on other people's performances. Ok.. like.. what.. is he listening to us talk? We were talking about university. It's like everyone was cranky tonight.

[Yno what I like about rich kids?....BAM... nothing...]

Well... my eyes are burning and probably swollen right now. Wanna know why? First off.. we went shopping.. well.. actually it wasn't as much walking as the last time. But yea.. still.. We got the O.C on dvd. Lmao yea Diane and Krissy are standing there counting how much money they have for the DVD then hands all the money to Lily who hands it to me and I'm like.. well.. I guess Jme's paying. Ok I swear Lily was so stoned. S'all good..

When we got back.. around 5 we started the O.C.. had pizza.. birthday cake [coz yea this was for Diane's sweet 16].. chips.. coke.. could you possibly go wrong? Well.. we watched about 20 episodes of the O.C back to back.. from 5pm to 11am. My new word.. Schtick.. Omg dramas ain't cool... Very unhealthy haha it was like problem after problem. Oh yea.. I played Diane's dad's guitar and.. um.. it was uber outta tune.... like the strings were actually loose.. so I tightened it for her and um... hmm I kinda.. snapped the first string. =S! OOPS.. I will replace them strings Diane!!! Hmm come to think about it.. we didn't really do much.. Spent a very intense 18 hours staring at the TV.. It's snowing out right now and Diane wants go to out. Butta.. itza c c c cold...

Yea.. we took pics so I'll have those up soon.

[I never meant to fade]

Kat came to FH today!! Was walking to english and I thought she'd be here at lunch. But she was here already. Lmao at lunch she decides to squeak the hell outta her shoes. How very ... random. XD Diane and I couldn't stop laughing at that. We were just standing there... then "SQUEAK SQUEAK SQUEAK" REALLY loud.. and I don't even know what you call it.. a strut? XD

English seems to be getting to everyone. Now whenever people talk, we'd be like "Hey.. that's an oxymoron". Yea that one's been pretty common. Kat was trying to explain it. XD She was like "It's like..... it's like.. it's like saying Troy's nice! *inches away*". Ah man.. Diane was saying she "thinks she's confident" I told her you can't think you are.. but know you're confident. Then I was like.. OxyMOR--- before I could get to On, I opened the door to the girls washroom and there was this girl RIGHT infront of me and I almost said moron to her face =P. Oops?\

Had a sub for E.S and we had to watch this video on Earthquake safety which NO ONE paid any attention to whatsoever. Mr Garden.. XD kicked Nick outta the class coz he was fooling around and the entire class Andrew, Joel, Chryvon and I were drawing. Fun eh...

Sim and Diane came over after school. Chilled for a bit.. went out in the snow and froze our butts off. Tmr I'll be chillin with Diane, Krissy and Lily... Hopefully her mom got a DVD player and we get the OC on DVD. Then we'd prob be watching all night.. OOo yea.. badminton as well. Gonna be awesome.

[Theatre Company?]

We went for the ski/snowboard meeting at lunch today. Brandon and Dustin were already in when we got there. So was Jim. Then Jim comes to me and goes "So.. you're signing up for the this.... theatre thing?" And I was thinking.. um.. coz Thibault was there and we were in the theatre? He was.. joking? Lol but he looked so serious. Then he said Brandon told him this was a meeting for the theatre club and they were doing it for CAPP hours. Lmao XD o man. That was hilarious.

It's snowing again! Woot! There's so much to do this weekend. Planning to go boarding on Sunday.. but that's not confirmed.. then my dad says we might go Saturday. But then Diane has a sleepover she wants to do. Ahh

SICK CYCLE CAROUSEL
If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes
Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this
Well here we go now one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
You better believe that I have tried to beat this

So when will this end it goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good

Well I never thought I'd end up here never
Thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought that it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
You better believe that I have tried to beat this

So when will this end it goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle yeah

So when will this end it goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good

When will this end it goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keeps spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel